- Ben Bentos -

Dekor bersama Ben Bentos...

2011-12-15T14:39:00.000+08:00

lima huruf saja...

P.E.N.A.T

sekian~

a day to cherish....

2011-12-09T21:25:00.006+08:00

today was the day we have been waiting for so long and it finally came....a good start to a sweet ending...i was hoping it didnt rain and the weather went fine till about past noon...we had our bbq session and later to a match of beach soccer and volleyball...it was a whole lot of fun,seeing my kids happy and as they enjoyed the time together...i was grateful despite all their obstructs before they came,they still managed to make the session a memorable one...i'm indeed gonna miss this batch of kids because they taught me experiences i gained so much throughout the years with them...i love them from the bottom of my heart and i will cherish the moments with the whole lot...

goodbye my lovely students...till we meet again some other time....

adios!!

A Thousand Years...

2011-12-06T21:17:00.002+08:00

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How do I be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer .......

I have died everyday waiting for you Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you for a Thousand years I'll love you for a Thousand more .......

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath, Every hour has come to this
One step closer .......

I have died everyday waiting for you Darling,
don't be afraid I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought Your heart to me I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more
One step closer ...
One step closer .......

I have died everyday Waiting for you Darling,
don't be afraid, I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more .....

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought Your heart to me I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

menanti hujan reda.....

2011-12-02T19:30:00.004+08:00

hari ini jalan-jalan kat bintang mall mencari bola tampar...dah agak penat singgah ke kafe kegemaran ku ,Kafe Starbucks...selepas mengorder air kegemaran sampai bila-bila, Iced Caramel Macchiato (aku terpikir-pikir mengapakah diberi nama sehebat itu sedangkan ianya cuma air kopi susu dan sedikit manisan karamel..) aku pun mencari tempat yang sesuai nak membuang masa ku sementara menanti hari hujan teduh...

semasa aku membuang waktu di situ,memang banyak gelagat manusia lalu lalang dan juga yang membeli di kafe tersebut...ramai yang nampak agak berada (tak termasuk aku ah?) membeli minuman dan makanan di situ...tak kurangnya juga yang sederhana sahaja perwatakannya tetapi aku pasti orang berada juga...

"hi hello,any drinks for you sir..." sapaan 'barista' di kaunter pembelian...aku cukup kagum dengan cara layanan gadis yang cukup konfiden dengan bahasa inggeris nya yang cukup sedap di dengar...

"venti size for you sir?" pelanggan mengangguk...
"but i'm sorry sir we are running out of whipped cream,is that okay with you sir?" pelanggan mengangguk lagi...
"with chocolate chips in it?" pelanggan mengangguk...

sungguh berkarisma cara bertanya tersebut sehingga pelanggan hanya mampu mengangguk menturuti semua pertanyaan gadis tersebut...ini yang membuat aku cukup kagum dengannya...

yang buat aku nak gelak,adalah dua couple nie nak membeli tetapi dari segi gaya rupa,aku agak masih muda remaja lagi diaorang nie...

semua pertanyaan gadis tu hanya dianggukkan sahaja...aku rasa diaorang tak reti apa yang gadis tu cakap kot?sampai jer minuman,kedua-duanya pelik dengan minuman yang telah disediakan..rupa-rupanya diaorang tak jangka minuman tersebut sedemikian rupa...lain yang diharapkan,lain pula yang muncul...(agaknya)...

pengajaran hari ini: Sila asah Bahasa Inggeris anda supaya tidak dimanipulasi oleh sesetengah pihak...

sekian..

Secrets of the Untold: Revealed....

2011-11-24T18:13:00.003+08:00

why is the title so connected with this post?you'll guess it your own way somehow...

it seems so hard to keep secrets; big ones, tiny ones, so-called-confidential ones, the 'is this a secret?' ones and the list kind of goes on....

well,in life we do have our secrets...secrets which make us live in a whole lot of dilemma or on the positive side,make our lives easier instead...

i myself own a thousand secrets...the dark ones and the-not-so dark ones...what made me write this post is to prove to you that there's always someone out there who is willing to share hers or his with you...but at the same time,you should too reveal yours to meet things even,more or less somehow...what proved to me is that there's always someone to hear your stories and that is definitely true!! well,i have met mine now...that someone seemed so connected to you,that you have this feeling of connection with that someone...the same stories to tell though may not be the same person in particular...i have shared my version of some-sad-happy secrets with that someone and that brightened my day a bit...at least there was someone for me to reveal those secrets i kept for a long time...and those secrets would have killed me silently somehow...i really thanked that someone who rather showed interest in listening to me...if it wasn't for that someone,i must have kept the secrets up till now,where there are only two parties who only knew what they was; I myself and God alone...that someone who i could trust and be free to speak of anything...the same thing goes to that someone...i really hope that someone could handle our secrets together as much as i could handle other secrets alone....a big thanks to you that someone who i trusted though we just shared only like yesterday but it was a whole lot of enough for me and i do appreciate it...

well,to those of you out there; go find someone who you could really trust because it could make your life a lot easier somehow,along the way....

or do you not have any secrets to tell?? ;)

p/s: you (that someone),please do not comment on this post...you know who you are!! thanks...

sigat??

2011-09-16T20:31:00.002+08:00

ku urang,enti gamal sigat baru indu ka ke kitai...

amat ku jaku nya bala kaban belayan...anang gamal jak sigat tapi ati jaik...

gamal enda sigat enda ngawa.. janji ati manah udah chukup kena kitai sigat

bai meh berunding utai nya...

adios!!

words may hurt....

2011-08-16T22:48:00.003+08:00

yes,im not that handsome and i dont have the looks of Josh Duhamel or Brad Pitt... but i certainly have a standard of English far better than you do...so stop judging people by their looks...you should stare in the mirror thinking back about what you have said....you're not that pretty either though... FYL...

adios!

Take it or just leave.....

2011-08-13T06:01:00.002+08:00

as i recall back the days when i was younger,life was much more fun back then....
i didnt have to think about all debts....life was easy with all things met my desires...
that was how life being so free from all matters...
but now its different....if you dont go to work,you'll not get paid....

and i always feel sorry for my fellow students who are not seeing the future handsomely....
if they can cope with their bleak days ahead with determination and passion,i wouldnt mind at all...
after all its their future not mine....
but as a caring educator,i will always have them bear in their minds that they should always prepare themselves with education....be it that excellent or just fine,for me its just okay....i hope those who listen will succeed in whatever they do....

because life will always be fun only during those days....

missing you...

2011-08-01T23:18:00.008+08:00

Frankly,i kinda missed you...
the moments we were together seemed so hard to let go....
i cared for you...cared for you more than anything else in the world...

BUT...

But you didn't even care....
didn't care much about me....
about my feelings....
and you thought i was only a lifeless teddy bear....
when all you did was to share all your sorrows and your miseries....
without understanding how hard it was to be that way....
and never gave me chance to show how i felt about you....

and now...

Now,it has become a bitter-sweet memory....
how i really wished i could turn back time....
to not know you at all in the first place...
for this has been hurting me the days to come...
of not forgetting you almost everyday....
for the rest of my life....

Sorry for not being perfect....for you...
and i hope you'll find someone better than i do....
but always remember this one thing....
that i will always love and care for you....

(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)

Sedetik Lebih...

2011-07-11T22:58:00.003+08:00

i will forever love this song and cherish my memories with it...

Setiap nafas yang dihembus
Setiap degupan jantung
Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Dalam sedar dibuai angan
Dalam tidur dan khayalan
Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang
Barulah terasa ku bernyawa

Kasihku ku amat mencintai kamu
Kerana kau beri erti hidup
Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya

Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan
Ku bersyukur adanya kamu

Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia
Asal masih adanya kamu

KARMA

2011-06-28T19:27:00.001+08:00

a song i find someting very deep in meaning....
enjoy yourself!!

Seumur hidup memang tak mungkin
Untuk aku terus bersama mu
Seumur hidup hanya untuk mu
Menyakitkan, memuaskan diri mu

Halalkan segala makan dan minum ku
Dan cari aku kira kau masih berani
Berdepan realiti

Hey! Jangan kau sentuh
Aku bukan boneka
Hey! Kamulah kamu
Aku bukan boneka
Hey! Kelak kau tahu
Lewat hari mu

5 tahun dalam kegelapan
Hari ini kau bebas berjalan
5 tahun dalam kebenaran
Hari ini hari kamu dan aku

Dan karma kan mengambil tempat
Menjemput kau pulang
Ku harapkan kau kembali

Hey! Biar kau tahu
Aku bukan boneka
Hey! Akulah aku
Aku bukan boneka
Hey! Kini kau tahu
Lewat hari ku

Hey! Biar kau tahu
Aku bukan boneka
Hey! Akulah aku
Akulah aku
Hey! Kini kau tahu
Lewat hari ku (Faizal Tahir)

ingat selalu....

2011-06-27T22:06:00.003+08:00

well,janganlah kita berpaling tadah sesama diri sebab kenangan bersama terlalu banyak dicipta...malah perkataan sayang acap kali disebut, jangan disebut pula tentang pengorbanan dan pemberian selama ini....tetapi jika ini memang jalan mu,ku pasrah sebab tiada ruang lagi di sini...biarlah aku mencari pengganti yang baru,mengembalikan memori kisah silam bersama....
biarlah memori itu selalu terpahat di dalam sanubari ini...biar masa yang menentukan segalanya...
untuk itu,aku ingin mengundur diri....

yang sentiasa mengingati....

kahwen...

2011-06-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

perkataan yang selalu ditanya...

'bila nak kahwen?'...macam tak ada benda nak soal...well,macam biasa aku akan jawab 'belum lagi,hidup sendiri tak terurus lagi'...malas nak layan orang-orang tak berhati perut macam ni...suka hati orang la bila nak kahwen...nak kahwen umor 21 ker, 34 ker, 56 ker...bukan ko yang kahwen,aku juga...hidup membujang lagi best,tak ada yang nak mengongkong....suka hati nak buat apa...memang la hidup berkahwen tu lagi sempurna (sempurna sangat ker?) tapi kalo hidup membujang kita tak terikat kepada apa-apa kontrak (selain loan keta,rumah dsb)

tapi pada aku,jangan nak kahwen sebab suka dan nak anak...kita kena realist sikit...dunia sekarang lain...suma kena ada duit....aku sendiri pun tak terurus lagi macam mana nak bagi isteri,anak makan kelak?banyak benda nak kena fikir...kahwen bukan takat raja sehari jer,hari2 berikutnya nak campak kat mana??

apapun,jodoh ada di mana-mana...kita tunggu masa yang sesuai jer....

*kepada HADI yang suka sangat tanya aku 'bila kahwen?'.....jawabku 'ko kahwen dulu la adi,aku tak nak kahwen lagi...jangan tanya soalan ni lagi yer?aku malas nak layan...soalan nenek2,basi n lemau...'

GAWAI menjelma lagi.......

2011-05-31T10:07:00.004+08:00

yup,gawai datang lagi....ramai yang dah balik kampung dan berseronok....

aku pulak??

macam biasa aku tak celebrate gawai...bukan tahun nie jer,macam tahun-tahun lepas gak....
bukan aku tak nak tapi parents aku tak nak...walaupun bapa aku iban,dia jarang balik kampung... so aku pun ikutla cara diaorang....lagipula,kitaorang sambut krismas so gawai agak bercanggah dengan agama kitaorang...kalaupun balik kampung sebelah bapa aku,join gitu-gitu jer...bukan sombong ke ape,dah memang family kiteorang camtu nak wat camna lagi....

tapi kali ni,kitaorang ber'gawai' di sabah sebab adik aku nak sangat pergi sana....esok gerak naik kereta,lalu brunei semua...aku pernah pergi sabah naik kereta so aku lah jadi co-pilot....apepun harap jalan tak jam sangat terutama sekali post kuala lurah dan feri temburong....

so,dengan ini SELAMAT GAWAI DAYAK untuk semua yang menyambutnya....

gayu guru,gerai nyamai,lantang gerai nguan menua.....

p/s: bagi yang paham iban lerr... ;)

Guru Penjana Ekonomi Terkini...

2011-05-15T23:29:00.001+08:00

...Selamat Hari Guru....

*kepada yang berkenaan saja yer*

sekian...

maka begitulah....

2011-05-10T20:34:00.006+08:00

dah start mem'blog' balek dah? nahh,just to buy time...well,i read through geng-geng lama punya blog...ada yang memang pandai mem'blog' sebab ayat-ayat walaupun simple tapi memberi impak yang direct-ke-muka...hahaha...tu yang aku suka dengan geng-geng lama...contoh, siti adeb,marly & izat...cukup seronok membaca blog-blog mereka nie...aku takla pandai tulis sebegitu cuma apa yang ada ku nyatakan di sini....

well, banyak benda telah ku tempuhi lewat ini... soal kerja ka, kehidupan peribadi ka, kehidupan orang-orang sekeliling ka...ya memang banyak...tapi aku tahu orang lain pun akan alami benda yang sama juga cuma cara atau intipati agak berbeza...tapi 'jalan kerja' memang menunjukkan jawapan yang hampir sama di akhirnya nanti...

bila bercerita tentang kerja, aku suka sangat nak memfokus dengan students yang tak tahu erti kehidupan sebenarnya...entahlah,kurang diajar mak bapak ka atau diaorang yang tak reti nak di didik? maka para guru di sekolah la menjadi mangsa cemuhan mereka-mereka yang biadap dan boleh aku sifatkan sampah masyarakat ini....aku takla pernah digertak atau di 'warning' bebudak nie sebab aku memang tak tengok muka bebudak nie...tapi aku kesian kat kolik-kolik aku yang perempuan bila mereka selalu ditindas golongan tersebut...taklah sampai tangan dengan guru cuma cara mereka meluahkan apa yang mereka rasa tak puas hati tu cukup meluat dan tidak menghormati guru mereka...dahla kelas hujung,memang takda masa depan still gak nak berlagak di sekolah...apa nak jadilah dengan mereka nie...kalo aku sumpah,memang bebudak nie mati eksiden kat highway nun...tapi tetap aku (dan lain-lain) simpan dalam hati... biar Tuhan saja yang mampu membalas perbuatan diaorang nie...

lain pula bila berjumpa dengan students yang buat kita bahagia...tak kira la dalam kelas ker, yang diajar ker,tak diajar ker, kat dewan ker,kantin ker....semua mereka nie mampu membuat aku tersenyum, sebab pada aku ini dah kira respect yang aku inginkan selalu... yang buat kerja rumah, yang suka tanya soalan-soalan (yang kadang-kadang out of topic), yang melayan cara kita yang suka bersahaja selalu membuat aku tersenyum seketika... bukan aku nak gila tapi aku selalu teringat zaman aku sekolah dulu... tu yang buat aku rindu akan zaman sekolah dulu... ada certain students aku macam perangai aku dulu,suka menyakat guru... last-last guru akan mengalah asyik disakat... hahaha....kena kat aku balik sekarang!! tapi itu menjadi hiburan aku bekerja...

aku seronok bila berjumpa students yang aku sayang... ada yang Form 5 tahun nie tahun depan dah takda...well, people come and go... biasalah tu lumrah hidup... yang ex-students aku pernah ajar nak aku ajar balik (macamlah aku hebat sangat) diaorang tapi apakan daya dah dijadualkan bukan dengan kelas diorang so takleh nak buat apalah... aku ajar Form 1 tahun nie & aku rasa bahagia... terutama 1 Bestari sebab yang bestnya habis jer kelas 'Thank you Sir, we love you Sir'....huh,dah marah segunung berapi bila last-last diaorang cakap camtu hancur luluh hatiku... susah aku nak marah kat kelas nie...tapi kelas nie juga selalu bikin gara-gara, kes cintan-cintun la,curik duit kawan sekelas la and macam-macam lagi lah...tapi dari kelas tu jugala aku terjumpa seorang budak yang aku dah anggap macam adik sendiri... tahu-tahu kami saudara jauh la pulak kan? what a small world...kalo nak dibandingkan dengan 5 Intelek, diaorang nie dah dewasa so aku tak dapat nak judge sangat perangai diaorang sebab tak bawak mereka dari form 1 lagi...aku hanya kenal start tahun lepas saja... tapi diorang best jugak sebab paham lawak yang aku bagi kadang-kadang,tapi setakat ni kelas paling aku suka dah setentunya 5 Intelek lah...diaorang lah batch students aku yang terbaik pernah aku jumpa setakat nie...5 Bestari ok cuma segelintir aku rasa macam nak sepak ke ladang sawit.... 5 Dinamik ok jugak cuma respon terhadap pelajaran agak low sikit sebab diorang memang kurang dari segi akademik... 1 Canggih pun agak ok cuma masih kebudak-budakan lagi... sesetengah jer macam dah membesar,yang lain tu masih darjah 3...

well, aku pulak?

biasa jer,masih maintain macam dulu....

jangan risau!! ;)

i'm not mad,just being professional... ;)

2010-08-14T21:03:00.005+08:00

you go find another one then if that really helps you more...oh yeah,good luck searching for a new translator then...you're a pro,so i must charge accordingly right? oh my,i've done some translations back then and they seemed okay with it...and i think i'm one of those cheapest you could ever find....hahaha,i may have lost a few hours doing it last week but you're the one losing days and that's definitely not me hey!! hahaha...well,again it's up to you...it's yours not mine!! and oh yeah,thanks for reminding me that you're professional...i may be an average joe but i do play like a pro...

be professional,think professionally....

cheers!!

i dont really understand sometimes...

2010-07-19T20:54:00.003+08:00

yup,tats totally right!! i dont really understand how work sometimes can be so ridiculous...

ermm...maybe its not the work...or should i say the person-in-charge delegating it/them makes the work hard...i'll go for the latter...but if its really important,please dont burden us the very last second though....it makes everyone go mad,running here there,searching high & low......well,i hate when im trapped in these kinda situations....it makes me sick,same goes to all my frens toO!!

what do ya tink??

...........

blogs...and blogs...

2010-05-28T08:53:00.001+08:00

hurmmm....i like to read blogs but i hate to do it myself....

i wonder why...

*malas punya pasal*

heheh~

random

2010-04-08T21:25:00.002+08:00

random as the title seems....

not in the mood to blog anymore.....maybe im not into blogging i guess??
but since its available,im still using it just to cope with modernization.....

i have noting to say so its so random...

or blur mode?

hurmmmmm.....

macam-macam...

2010-03-08T20:11:00.002+08:00

wat a day today...

im not those type who piss that often...but when i do, i'll shout straight to your face....
and dont make yourself unclear of what i said earlier....i hate to piss off but if you rub me the wrong way, you'll know what should be happening next.....

yah, im not those type so get along with me fine!! i hate to scold people unintentionally...

so mind that...if you happen to do it next time again....just bear the consequences!!

*kalo buat berani tanggung*

off then~

CNY HOLS

2010-02-09T23:45:00.002+08:00

cant really wait for the holidays to come...
its not im in the mood (but i have to admit also,ahakz!!)
but i have a lot of things to do but i keep on delaying....

i hate work sometimes when it pressures you too much....

so i have to take it easy all the time....life is not to be pressured right??haha...

keep coming fast days ahead...
cant wait until its friday...

cheers!!

random

2009-11-17T18:03:00.002+08:00

OMG!! its been ages now and i do hope im blogging right....
and why is that so??
im not really sure about that though but seems hard to find ample times nowadays!!

yup!! its the hectic life called "work" and im really sure you guys out there know that too!!

once they say....

"time belajarlah time paling BEST sekali"

but i didnt take that TOO seriously but as time passed by, i soon realised that it was too fast!! too fast to cope with...events,happenings and tragedies come and go but its reality!! welcome to the world of 'no sorries'!!

*to be continued*

its finally done now...finally!!

2009-05-27T10:27:00.009+08:00

hola everyone...
im done with everyting know i supposed...
im leaving for Miri in a few hours time....
all hard times have passed, a new life will be seeing me days ahead.....
here's a chronology of events that i have done so far....

its FINALLY done and over now...

2009-05-07T18:29:00.007+08:00

yeah,it feels a lot better now after all daunting & sleepless nights!!
and i hope for a better tomorrow because i know 'the best is yet to come'...

well,here are some pics to share...

a trip to sungai gabai

putrajaya

i guess that's all for now...

cheers~

NOT done yet!!

2009-04-26T13:36:00.003+08:00

this AE is killing me....
a torture to my head and body....
im too tired of this...

to my lecturer who is supervising me,please let me pass!!

im totally exhausted and done with all this!!

*tired,tired and anything synonym to that*

Fara's Bday Bash

2009-04-15T11:42:00.008+08:00

last night we threw a party for Farah n it was superb...i was in charge of the 'surprises' department n it kinda went off pretty well....except we couldn't off the lights for a while,huhuhu!!
overall it was a blast and it makes me sad when i see the pictures again...here are some candids;

i was busy wif da plans all~

i was angry wif da paparazzi...dem u!!

i was owes da cake holder...

only da bday gurl noticed me...otrs focusin at a celeb~

tis is wut we liked to do, n do, n will owes do....

enough said!!

tats all for now....

cheers~

PRE-GRAD NITE

2009-04-13T18:32:00.008+08:00

on 1st April, we had our pre graduation night under the faculty's budget...it was a whole lot of fun n and i surely will miss every sec of it...huhuhu~

with my bestest lecturer, Assoc. Prof. Dr. Izaham

chix magnet??kakakaka~

me wif Iqa

dis is only da bunch we have

and us ready 2 break da stage

cheers~

been VERY busy lately...

2009-04-12T11:30:00.002+08:00

its been quite a while now....
im very busy so cant really update my blog....
maybe i should be okay after im done with my stuffs all....
im really gonna miss this when im done later....

p/s: its fun to be a student you know?? huhuhuhu~

cheers~

setelah seminggu....

2009-02-01T18:53:00.002+08:00

iya, memang benar!!
setelah seminggu berlalu namun aku masih terpinga-pinga...
ku tatapi tesis yang tidak bermakna lagi setelah dicoret-coret oleh supervisor aku....
entah mengapa tidak ada aura yang mengajak aku merajinkan diri....
seminggu pun berlalu tanpa apa-apa yang membangun...

mengapakah harus begitu??

sume org nk kawen...

2009-01-26T23:59:00.005+08:00

yup,sekarang ni sumer org nak kawen...aku??takpe,tu lama lagi....hidup kene enjoy dulu baru buley wat commitment sumer!! orang selalu berkata 'life starts at 40'...hah,aku ingat lagi tue!! aku still ada masa nak bergumbira lagi nih....

so,ape kaitan sebenarnya nih??

owh,aku sebenarnya nak bercerita pasal member yang dah kawen sabtu lepas!! syairah namanya!! husband dia ala-ala mamak sikit...best juga aku join member-member pegi arituh!! tapi jalan memang sesak giler sebab ramai orang nak balik kampung....highway yang kite lalu tue memang jam,hampir 2 jam la juga baru kiteorang sampai...bukan main lapar lagi sume!!

lepas lepak dan makan suma, kiteorang gerak ke damansara....sepatutnya nak pegi jalan-jalan jer tapi last-last kiteorang end up kt chillis....sengal jer!!

and hari ni Chinese Niu Year!! so kepada member-member yang menyambut perayaan ini, GONGXI-GONGXI!!

cheers!!

For a noble cause!!

2009-01-23T00:02:00.009+08:00

this is what we did today....
i tried my best to help in some little things possible....
we have done our part for a good cause!!
now, have u done urs??

BOSAN sungguh klas itu...

2009-01-20T16:58:00.005+08:00

ni minggu ke-3 kot aku dah masok klas Family Therapy...

mak ai?? bosan sungguh klas nie!!

aku harap bkn aku sorg la kot sb aku tau ade mbr2 yg bosan klas nie (u noe who u r!!)

bkn ape,dahla subjek teori pastu mcm xleh masok plak cara pengajaran!!hmm...
aku still blur lg ape yg nk dipelajari sebenarnya nie...
tapi aku tgk mbr2 len mcm concentrate jer??

ke sebab aku ddk tepi tingkap?? hehe....

hmm...

why is dis still happening??

2009-01-17T16:22:00.007+08:00

i read a blog of an x-student of mine...here it goes:

"I was cycling home from school today.
And i was like 2 blocks from my house, when these two malays on motorcycles rode past me.
After they saw this car pass by, then U-turned back.
I was at the corner, deciding to turn at the corner 'cause I knew they were gonna do something to me.
Well, I guessed right, they overtook me and tried to stop me by turning right in front of me.
They were demanding for me to stop or something asking me to jangan lari or something.
I had no choice, I started speeding off as fast as i could with low gear. LOL
they started to chase me, speeding after me as fast as they could.
I stopped right in front of some chinese guy's house, pretending it was my house.
They overshot 'cause they didnt expect me to stop and were fooled by me.
They gave up and sped off.
I cycled back home quickly before they could come back again.
This is not the first time something like that happened to me.
Last year another 2 malays on mcycles came and tried to kick me down from my bike while I was cycling home.
They failed though.
They missed and kicked my mudguard instead.
really dumbasses i tell you.." (bryant, jan 14)

why is dis still happening in our society??jus cant comprehend...

hmm...

back to normal...

2009-01-14T11:54:00.010+08:00

dah hampir 2 minggu klas start...bosan pulak aku ade klas2 nih...maklumla cuti pnjg sgt aritu kn??
pun begitu,begini la kronologi hari2 lepas ku:

9/1 - aku g genting dgn mbr2!! sronok gak sb dah lama tak pg kn?? main macam2 n byk kali gak!!

11/1 - aku g sunway dlm misi mencari sandal...misi x berjaya!! tp mkn kt carl's junior!! mg besh!!

12/1 - aku g subang plak dlm misi aku mencari lg....yes jmp!! okeyla... tp tghmlm tue ntah nape tiba2 bebudak ni nk kuar tanpa misi & visi yg jelas!! tp seronok gak!! ;)

13/1 - aku g mkn tomyam kt summit....sedap n murah!! layan!!

14/1 - tadi klas CALL...Dr Izham ckp blog ni bkn utk taip benda pnjg2 n berjela-jela!! aku blur sb x reti nk wat in class task...skg baru settle!! fuhhh.... payah juga!!

tp mslhnya skg, AE aku tak start ape lg n advisor aku tgh hunt aku skg....aku terpikir2 cmne nk wat,malas pun ada!! ntahla...hmm!!!

HOW ah???

2009-01-07T12:31:00.005+08:00

yup!! how ah?? how to begin everyting??the question i asked myself since new year lagi...
i dont really now how to start off actually... i wanted to start off with my tesis but no explanation to that... procrastinate again??oh no!! i did that since semester 1 lagi i guess?? yup... a chronic disease over my head!! it has become a tradition already but i have to do sometin to meet tings up.... how to overcome ah??

susah nak pikiaq....

hmmmm........

couple of my frens ajak go genting (since this will be our final semester so why not la kan??) this friday...sementara ada sikit bajet lagi i think can go la... who will be going ah?? im not sure myself but i hope it wont rain n we will enjoy ourselves very much!! hopefully this will trigger my brain alarm to start off with the new year??

lagi,hmmmm......

Goodbye 2008...

2009-01-05T02:42:00.004+08:00

hye everyone...first of all, a hepi belated Niu Year to all of ya...yup its been quite a while ive updated my last blog...wat a year to flash back memories...some maybe sweet but bitter do sometimes squeeze in once a while!!i hate to recall back bitter memories bcos its no fun!! sweet memories do make me smile sometimes!! a year too short to end i'd guess??

Now,its 2009 already!!OMG!! this shud be my last semester n i hope to strive thru it... im not even startin off with my tesis, ayoh!! mati la i if Prof Thantawi finds out!! (hope Naja will not read tis!!)

actually i just came back frm oversea!! dahla i dissapoint a few frens waitin for me at Kl Sentral jus nw not knowin my flite would go delay so suddenly!! so frustratin to start off the new year....

i really hope tings will go okay startin tomorrow!!

cheers!!

balek kampong...

2008-12-04T18:29:00.005+08:00

Kena ke 29/11 arinya tadi, kazen ku ngadu ke belah pinang iya ba menua kami, Lubok Antu, Sri Aman din…kami sampal pulai dinihari 28/11 nya tadi…kami jalai pukul 1 dinihari…sebedau nya aku, Eric ngau Malong singgah ba Starbucks dia ngirup ke kupi nyamai sidanya awak ka mata nda buntau…udah lama meh aku nda pulai menua tok tadi nya la aku baka bersemangat mai ka pulai tok-ukai nama,lama nda meda bala kazen ku magang nya la…
kami tiba ba Selangau nya tadi dalam pukul 7 pagi alu breakfast kami dia…makai mi ditapau malam ba A1…sambil makai,ngirup laluh kupi di malam ngau meda suasana pagi ya ka nyamai…sempat agik bergambar baka artist dia tadi (haha)…

kami terus ka pejalai kami…nengah jambatan Lanang kami,tok meh 1st time aku nitih jambatan nya tadi…tapi bisi ga tol kena dibayar depan tadi…pama mai SY nya deh,udah cukup kaya ka meh makai duit kitai??kelalu!!!
kami datai ba simpang Lubok Antu dalam pukul 1 bakanya…kemek kami ba tisi jalai nya tadi sambil bergambar agi…

tiba ba pasar,makai kami dulu awak ka nda ngacau bala ba rumah legi…udah makai alu berangkat kami terus ke rumah panjai…dalam pejalai kami nya,kami bula’ ka Malong madah agi jauh rumah panjai nya tadi alu pecaya meh malong siko nya tadi…
datai jak ba rumah panjai,meda bala mayoh ngadu ke utai ba belakang dapur…aku alu tabi meh ngau bala dia,bisi ka dikelala ku bisi ke nda…ukai nama,udah lama aku nda pulai menua nya meh bisi ke diingat-ingat mua bala…aku ngau style selamba ku tabi aja bala dia walaupun blur2 mimit…
udahnya,rilek2 kami tadi…eric ngau malong tindu’ nyampau nda tindu’ di malam…aku biasala dikacau bala anak menakan, Kent nya…mayoh jak utai ditanya iya…aku terkejut meda Umba makin ‘sehat’-baka tangki ai’ nya meh iya…”apuuuu…”,kati ku!! Nora pun ka nyadi baka nya meh iya…”nadai jaku nya wai!!jaga mimit utai pakai kita nya wai!!”
lemai nya Eric mai kami ke ai’ San madah ke malong dini endur sida kena ke accident suba’…apalagi nembiak suma ka ngau mandi…

malam nya time makai paling aku tunggu2..nya ya manuk pansuh ngau mayoh agi utai pakai…aku apa agi? 2 pinggai pakai ku,penyampau nya…besala,udah lama nda nyepi utai pakai menua ya ka nyamai baka tu…

malam nya baka tumu kami tindu’ udah berandau pangan diri…meda apai ku mabuk asai ka rendam jak iya ba ai’ San nya…geram ada jak meda iya bakanya…
pagi 29/11 nya,kami dani tumu baka pukul 6.30 bakanya…aku nyapu ngau ngemop ba ruai meda urang bukai ngadu bakanya tadi…aunty ngasoh kami ngagai Sri Aman ngambi ka cake kawin Bajik…2 mutu kami kin, Eric mai 1 aku mai ngau uncle ku…udah lama meh aku nda ka Sri Aman nya,sekeda pengingat ku maya ku agi mit suba last ku kia…
abis beli utai din,pulai terus kami laban bala nganti ba rumah panjai ka ngadu ka bungai semua...

lemai nya mandi ai’ San baru bala, terutama Kent ngau Ngelulong paling laju…Jalak pun ngau…pulai kami mandi meda urang dah datai ba rumah panjai…laju2 kami begari’ ba pangking…aku biasala ngau ‘smart-casual’ ku malam nya…meda urang pemayoh nya ari menua Pantu,aku tekenyit gak!!

maya sida bejako nya paling lama ka nganti nyau deka pukul 11 baru ambis...udahnya, ngiling tikai ngau melah pinang diadu… udah semuanya,alu start meh bala…ngirup meh dia,aku nyadong aja…sampai ke pagi bala betanda’ ba ruai nya diserta ngau bala band yaka di bao ari nyin…aku pukul 4 lebih bakanya nda tat mata,tindu ba sadau ngau Malong…
bangun ku paginya baka pukul 7 meda agik betanda’ bala ba ruai…nya iya rumah panjai!! Aku terus nulung bala ngadu ka kupi segala ba ruai…urang menua nya enggai ga pulai,pei kati ku!! Nda lama baka pukul 8 bakanya alu pulai sida nya tadi…ulihla ngadu ka ‘cleaning shift’…
baka pukul 9 bakanya,berkemas kami ka pulai…alu sedih ku ka ninggal bala ba rumah nya,iyala udah lama nda betemu,betemu tok pun nda lama ga’…pama ku urang!!hehe…

bakanya meh kati ku pejalai cerita ku pulai ka menua arinya…yang penting-BEST!!

Cheers!!

NOW (NOT) HIRING BARISTAS...

2008-12-04T17:44:00.010+08:00

yup!! its no more hiring me....

a token of thanks to those who helped me lots!! firstly to my Big Boss, Mr Jazil - a guy i knew who was very strict but funny sometimes!! he taught me many things...if it wasnt for him,i was not hired then...
to Nida - a loud lady who barks at u often...after sometimes i thought tat she was okay actually,only wen tings get worst she will like to bark at u...she taught me a lot oso n i learnt things fast with her...thanx Nida, aku mau diskaun mun dtg sia gik k??
to Zaidi - a Sabahan guy who is very frendly n talks to me like sabahans...well,i can talk like 1 u noe??he oso taught me a few tings which i appreciated a lot!! thanx jon...
to Alin - i like to work under her most of d time since she was quite understanding in many ways... she was d 1st who introduced me to all things 8 starbucks...a very soft spoken but cool lady i shud say...thanx Alin...

for partners... firstly to Harry - a frendly, cool guy whom i met not like d otrs (i guess??)... he taught me MOST tings 8 starbucks i guess?? he was very patient wif me n i appreciated all tat!! he made my days full of fun n i neva get bored workin wif him...he was very pleasing n i like his PR: very confident!! a very good fren n partner... (i hope he gets into Petronas later)
secondly to Baby - a soft,spoken girl who has dreams of her own...we were d ones who owes kena scolded by otrs...kesian us!! but she helped me almost owes during our worst times at starbucks!!i owes rely on her on most tings n to dat i must belanja her MCD-i really owe her tat!!

n to all partners who helped me during my working days at starbucks: Adam, Azriez, Nana, Tila, LC n Raj....

Thanx comrades...c ya soon!!

wif Mr Harry Potter...

NOW HIRING BARISTAS...

2008-11-06T19:41:00.007+08:00

how i hate going back late in the morning...
well thats what you face when you do 'closing'...
but what actually freaks me most is doing hot drinks...OMG!!

for now, we have our 2 christmas promotion drinks going on in stores;
Dark Cherry Mocha Frappucino & Toffee Nut Frappucino (yummy??)
yup, i like DCMF more because its cherry like taste... TNF is more or less like caramel frap so i dont really fancy that anymore...(yela kan,hari2 bau coffee jer so dah biasa sgt...)
so i recommend u guys to try out DCMF because its damn cun one...

i like working at starbucks because the people there are friendly but i sometimes hate when they pressure me do something im not familiar with....

how ah?? hmm....

NOW HIRING BARISTAS...

2008-10-31T09:22:00.006+08:00

hmm,its been a while since i last blog (id guess???)...yup,its been a while actually...
its now my 3rd week of d long hols n i found a part time to have me busy...
its almost a week plus i worked at Starbucks Coffee (just opened its 1st outlet here in Miri) n i kinda actually luv da job (although its too tiring!!)
of course all jobs r hard to do but i found dat working at Starbucks need more extra from you...
they say we close at 12 midnite but we will actually go back at 2/3 later in the morning...
wat do u tink about dat??dats tough...huhu!!
i met a few guys but mostly are younger than me... our store manager, Mr Jazil - a cool, fully-tatooed guy frm Kuching, was d guy who had me worked der.... most say he is very strict, i dunno bcos im new,but for the moment i tink he is an easy-goin guy...we chat a few n he was damn funny!!
i met few otrs- Nida (asst. manager)- quite loud id guess??, Alin (asst. manager) - a nice, slow-easy type of lady but i feel comfortble wif her working... 3 Star partners frm KL- Shafie (damn cool guy), Sara (a gentle amoi) & Raj (Indian fella)... otr baristas- azriez, adam, harry, nana, baby, tila...(n who ah??forgot edi...)
well,its like wat dey say, "workin at Starbucks is not as nice as the drinks offered..." haha,i guess i have to agree wif dat....i tink teaching is much easier n big money too!!hehe

cheers!!

ape ape ajer!! ;p

2008-10-08T13:20:00.011+08:00

(sekitar jam10am gitu...)
pagi nie td aku n helmie (kwn aku yg setia menemani aku-sebab dia ade klas...haha) pg breakfast kt sek.3,blkg kompleks MAIZ-ade satu restoran damn cun...RESTORAN GEMBIRA...hah,nama pun menggiurkan tol x?mie ckp kt cni roti telor dia 'best in town'...ntah betoi ke x??so aku pun nk try tula yg g breakfast td (kira brunch la jg sb nk dekat tghari dah,hehe!!)..'jom makan-makan?'

dlm tgh sibuk kunyah2 tu,aku borakla dgn mie pasal benda yg aku pena dgr...how life can be so unjust??hmm,ape ek??tula...bukan ape,kita yg 'org2' kebanyakan nie susah payah nk lepas wat dgree whereas otrs yg konon2 ada 'kabel' kuat leh senang2 je...nape dunia begitu kejam terhadap sesetengah golongan org cm kita nie eh??pada aku la,biarlah kita suma try jln yg sama so tat fair la utk sume tol x?kalo ade kabel kuat pun xpayahla guna kot?unless la ur so desperate edi n no 1 wants to c ur face,gunala...huhu!! tapi tula yg kdg2 wat kite 'org2' kebanyakan nie terlepas or tersingkir akibat perbuatan sesetengah pihak tu...apepun,aku harapla bagila peluang terhadap golongan yg survivors nie...kite mg xde kabel tp kite try juga berusaha demi menggulung cert itu...

kepada sesiapa yg terasa tue,aku mintak maap bebyk k??tapi itula realiti... u say dat 'saksama/ketidakadilan'??

(sekitar kol 9pm gitu...)
aku dah resah tunggu mie xbalik2 dr klas...konon dia ada guts dpt lepas dr klas Dr shireena awal knn??janji kol 8 tp tgk2 jam dah kol 9,huhu...bkn ape,mbr sama aku cigu skolah kt la salle ajak open house kt umh dia n acara start patut kol 8...aku dah runsing tgk jam...xpe aku layan facebook jap!! huhu....
tepat kol 9 mie miskol...pandaila dia carik alasan kuar sakit perut...eloklah tue...ape lg?? gerakla...
smp je umh ariel,suma dah kenyang!! anuar (c kecik cili api) n mbr dia, shukor (bapak melantun-lantun) n mbr2 dia suma ada kat ctu....aku segan plak sb lambat tp kami nie pandai meng'cover' so small da pises jela bab2 nie...haha!! ape lg?? serbu meja mkn la... wah, very traditional i'd say...teringat plak kt me mum's cookin kt umh kan??xpe2 sok aku dah nk balek,haha!!
amboi,aku adi n mie mkn xingat tuh...hah,baruk aku tau ariel ade twin!!tp yg nie punyala frendly n x putus2 borak tau....haha!!cool la dia...amboi,aku wat rumah tu cm rumah aku jek!!mg sengal...aku ape lg dah lama xjmp aril n nuar (wpun aku xlama borak dg nuar,sempat juga aku cekik2 mamat tue td,haha) so borak stok ingat cm kt padang bola la....riuh serumah,haha!!c shukor pun xlama pastu dia dah nk balek so xleh nk chat lama2 la....sengal jer??
tp grup aku lepak lama la juga,smp kol 11 kot??haha,aku n ariel mg ceta mcm2...aku kenal mamat nie pun baru je,x smp 3bln pun??tp rasa cm dah lama giler dah kenal ng dia,sb kepala mg layan so xleh nk kata apela...haha!!nwy,i'll miss him pasni...

okey,skg perut aku dah kenyang n mata dah layu....sok dah nk gerak balek!!so guys pasni i may not blog for quite sometime sb ade benda laen nk kena wat...till den,hepi hols evry1...

HAPPY DEEPAVALI & MERRY XMAS every1....cheers!! xoxo

'PELITA BULUH' - ...kisah yg patut dijadikan tauladan...

2008-10-04T23:26:00.009+08:00

Sebelum itu,
'Mengapa saya suka rumah saya?'
'kerana rumah saya bbbbeeeessssssttttt....'
iklan yang kita pernah lihat satu ketika dulu...cukup bermakna kepada kita semua!! mengapa kita suka rumah kita?mengapa kita rasa rumah kita yang paling best?
adakah sebab rumah kita besar? mewah? dipenuhi perabot-perabot esklusif? anda boleh jawab sendiri persoalan ini...
pada saya, saya suka rumah saya sebab rumah saya 'berkeluarga'... rumah saya dipenuhi orang-orang yang saya sayang... saya rasa setiap orang juga berpendapat begitu... rumah yang besar jika tiada kasih sayang pun tiada gunanya...saya suka memetik kata-kata Rina dari 8TV Quickie
"Raya is not about who has the most kuih(s) at home, it's all about getting together-forgiving one another..."
begitulah yang saya renungkan bila menonton cerita 'Pelita Buluh' tadi... ada juga mempunyai persamaan dengan cerita-cerita lain yang ditayangkan di waktu Hari Raya seperti 'Pondok Buruk' dan banyak lagi...

'Pelita Buluh'
cerita yang pasti menyayat hati setiap orang yang menontonnya... cerita yang banyak memberi pengajaran kepada setiap lapisan masyarakat... tak kirala anda kaya mana sekalipun, akhirnya anda juga manusia biasa-yang tak akan lari daripada kematian....
cerita ini tak semestinya kita lihat dari tema rayanya saja tapi kita lihat dari pelbagai perspektif!!
bagaimanakah kita merayakan perayaan yang kita sambuti masing-masing jika kita tiada bersama orang-orang yang kita sayang? adakah itu yang kita mahu? adakah itu yang kita inginkan? pun begitu, masih ramai lagi di luar sana yang tak mengerti.... masih seronok mengejar harta benda, kemewahan tetapi mengabaikan tanggungjawab masing-masing...
dengan itu, di perayaan yang ada sekarang ini atau yang akan datang, marilah kita semua renung sejenak betapa meriahnya sambutan itu bila kita dapat bersama-sama dengan orang yang tersayang...

'Pelita Buluh' - must watch!!

Kena paksa Yumin sebab di 'TAG'...sengal jer!!

2008-10-02T21:58:00.007+08:00

I've been tagged by Yumin. So here goes..

Never see the questions before you arrange the names.

1. xoxoxo
2. Yumin
3. Adris
4. Bobo
5. Helmie

1. How did you meet 1 ?
- somewer in college...xoxo

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1 ?
- entahla?? blur kejap!!

3. How long have you known 4?
- emm,since 2005...during freshman...

4. How do you know number 3?
- back in foundation degree...he very sengal 1 u noe...

5. Where's 5?
- somewer in kelantan, celebratin raya... (n im bored ere!!)

6. A fact about number 1?
- nice la, cheerful...

7. Who is 4 going out with?
- haha, i noe ILI...

8. What does 1 do for living?
- admin exec i guess??

9. Would you live with number 3 ?
- of kos!! we r room mates even...haha

10. What do you like about number 2?
- cool student but he asked me to do dis!! sengal jer!!

11. Do you miss number 5 ?
- no la...but i curik pakai his PC...sorry!!

12. Would you make out with number 4 ?
- nope!! not in a million years!!haha...

13. What's your opinion of number 2 ?
- good prefect n again y did he ask me to try dis out?? sengal jer...

14. What's your favorite memory with number 5 ?
- we just known each otr so not much of a memory...

15.What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out ?
- nope3!! i wun allow tat to happen...ahakz!!

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5 ?
- nope!! he is a 'batman'-u noe wat i mean??

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house ?
- nope...how can i ever sleep wif my x-student?? sengal jer...

18. Do you hang out with 3 alot ?
- quite la if he doesnt hang out wif his gf...

19. Who have you known the longest ?
- maybe 3 kot??

20. What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship ?
- uish jgn2... der will be no more tomoro...

21. How often do you talk to 1 ?
- seldom...i wish!!

22. What about 2 ?
- now in msn,sumtimes since he is owes busy....exam katakan??hehe

23. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend ?
- yup,my enemy...haha

24. Would you go out on a date with number 5 ?
- nope!! he is not my type...hahaha!!

25. Do you dream about number 2 ?
- haha,sengal jer!! ade ker??

26.What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget ?
- we fought last year...i cant recall wen...

27. What have you done for/to 1 that the person never forgets ?
- m not sure mysef...huhu

28. What's 3 hobby ?
- his gf, PSP, window shop (he taught me dis)

29. Tag 5 people (i wud like to add more pls)

i tag aaron
i tag yumin again...haha!! don tag me back ah??
i tag da banglas next door...
i tag hadi in segamat
i tag izzat in seremban now
i tag adris
i tag helmie
i tag bobo
i tag my mentor-mdm ho!! haha
who else ah?? hmmm...
now i noe...
i tag jason-yes u jason!!
i tag yap oso...haha

RAYA.....

2008-10-01T23:28:00.003+08:00

First of all, selamat raya kepada semua member, teman, rakan (eh bukan ker sama sume tue??)
yang merayakan aidilifitri...
jika ada silap dan salah kata atau perbuatan, harap dapat dimaafkan yer??
bukan ape,kite nie manusia yang tak lari dari membuat silap dan salah so di kesempatan yang tersedia ada ini, aku nak menyusun 10 jari nak memohon maaf jika ada terlanjur kata atau perbuatan yang menyinggungkan kalian semua!!

tapi aku tak sambut raya la... 2 hari nie aku pegi lepak kat umah kazen aku kat Subang!!
takde ape nak dibuat sebab nak balik tiket yang aku tempah pun lama lagi (haha,sapa suroh lambat sgt tempah tol tak??) tapi takpe since ada internet kat umah aku nie so takla bosan sangat!!

tapi memikirkan date balik yang lama lagi (tahap sengal), aku bosan jugak nie...nasib baik tawam balik hujung minggu nie so adela juga member tempat aku mengadu kasih!! hahaha...sengal kan??

cheers!!

I survived practical...fuhh!!

2008-09-25T20:22:00.009+08:00

Today is our last day of dis semester...fuhh!!
we had a sharing session among all of us...
mdm lim was there too!! i guess she is d only lecturer who remains sincere with us throughout our whole session since day 1...
thanx to her sincerity...i tink she shud have a prof title now...kesian her for all her hard work!!

der were like 90+ of us dis batch n i was like one of d last fews in queue to share my memories...
every1 talked bout dier bitter sweet memories dey had experienced throughout d whole practical thingy...
some were sad, hilarious n otrs were more o less goin thru d same experiences...

its was only a 3min session per person so we had to talk fast...
it was after 2hours wen it came finally to me...
i didnt share my sweet memories wif dem bcos i tink evry1 of us had our own...
i shared a weird experience for a while n finally wrapped mine wif dis i quoted from a student of mine:

"Sir,please give those good impressions to your friends who teased you that you got la salle,tell them don't judge a book by its cover." Jason-4C

n to my surprise,i was honoured a big applaud frm d audience n i was overwhelmed mysef...
dis made me recall back wat Jason actually said d last day i was der...
but sadly,all tings have beginnings n endings...
mine was not a fairy tale but someting unpredictable which i wished i could turn back time again!!-for some particular reasons la,apparently!! i really wana walk down tat memory lane like forever n neva stop walkin...xoxo

after we presented...

before we presented...

post prac lagiii....

2008-09-24T21:02:00.010+08:00

Today we resumed wif our session of menyengalkan diri... wat a day again...we had to join bcos we had no choice!! tak nak pegi x lulus, pegi membosankan plak!! nape la diaorg nak buat juga benda2 remeh cmni eh?? nie la org panggil 'sengal tahap 17 sakti'-dun ask me...

tp sesi yg dikendalikan oleh Mr Jon frm Garden Avenue High Skul td was very enlightening... we enjoyed oursef laughing all d way...he is a a funny guy wif his kelantanese slang tat made up d whole thingy... aku sendiri pun memang tak tahan dgn lawak dia...sengal tahap ape tah??

apepun yg aku bangga jap tadi bila tiba masa aku berucap... suma focus jap kat aku...aku memang dengan bangganya menaikkan nama sekolah aku... pastu mdm Lim tanya grup aku...aku berdebar2 juga,ingatkan ape tapi turned out to be tat we all dialu2kan utk berucap for pre-practicum next semester...wat an honour i'd say!!

our session...can you spot me??

ptg lepas suma dah settle,we went out for buka pose at kmpg kuantan
fyi,kampung kuantan serves a dish which u guys shud try out...
its famous 'lauk telor berlada' wif all sorts of otrs to go wif it which actually makes d dish a 'must-try' among all locals around-unless ur not 1 la!!

nasi telor berlada champor...

now i pun dah ngantok after so kenyang n mandi some more...
tink tats all for 2nite...
cheers!!

POST PRACTICUM YG SENGAL...

2008-09-22T22:13:00.004+08:00

huhh...wat a day!!
hari yg sangat memenatkn...
dahla mula 8.30 pagi, tak puas lg membuta...
well,as usual la kn...have to!!

we got ourselves into groups...
kena wat presentation la pula kan??sengal jer....ingtkan abis practical bole rilek2,mkn2 angin ker?? nie tak,ade je benda dorg nk kite wat (as if we dont have any otr tings to do la kan??)
apepun memang arini memenatkan...smp kol 5 plak tuh...kesian yg puasa...btw,i managed to sneak into d intec cafe wif jacq n becca...haha,epa oni noticed us!! nama pun lapo kan??sengal...

today we chat psl skolah masing2...some sweet n some otrs bitter oso...tp i rase bertuah dpt skolah yg cun cam La Salle...tp pagi td aku ade pg skolah,saje nak menyemak kt ctu!! haha,xla aku ade urusan yg blom dibereskan...mr loh siap tny lg "eh guys,missing da skul edi ah??" aku pun speechless jap...ade la ckit2...biasela kan??tp kite x lama ctu sb ade klas kol 8...

so for d whole day we sat at d seminar room wif all eyes red...perhhh,memang ngantok gila babs la...i tgk jam kol 10.45 n i wondered "apela bebudak 4c aku tgh wat skg nie??mesti mdm ho amik alih...rindu plak kt diaorg"

we ended d session at 5pm...again another hectic day tomorrow...sengal jer suma nie!! menyusahkan idop aku...

penat dah menaip....

TRIBUTE...

2008-09-20T10:57:00.007+08:00

It has been 11 weeks of a wonderful practical session (ever) now and a lot has been goin on since then n i found pleasure as i continue on…it was indeed wonderful having students who can actually give respect to me when i needed it most!! with my tagline for them ’scratch my back and i will scratch yours’, eventually i found that this was beneficial n they actually did what they were supposed to do; ”doin da rite ting at da rite time!!” (for some of dem douh)…if given others maybe it would turn out d other way round.. (and that actually freaks me most!!)

Here i would like to convey my deepest gratitude to all those whom i taught throughout dis while-my fellow 4Cs, 4Ls n 4Us; 3 classes from different levels of behavior,attitude,proficiency n abilities who i can’t really recall all names here because there are too many of them…i really hope they will continue to have the same respect to other teachers as they did with me…i may not be the best teacher around but i really hope they will be among the best and top students in their near future…all the best to all of them & God bless!!

*here are some of their pics...

the 4Us a.k.a"SENGALS"

the 4Ls a.k.a "d LAOK CREW"

the 4Cs a.k.a "TRIFLOZ"

La Salle

2008-08-24T02:30:00.002+08:00

La Salle Klang; satu tempat yang menarik..di sinilah i jumpa ramai karakter pelik2...ade yang sengal, ade yang bising tak tentu pasal, ade yang suke jaga tepi kain orang, ade yang mulut cabul tak ingat... tapi yang penting i dapat jumpa students yang understanding,well sometimes mencabar tahap kesabaran i...tapi i harap ape yang i ajar diaorang dapat diserap sepenuhnyer...well, a good teacher will produce quality students,katakan...hehehe...tapi apepun La Salle Klang memang best...mesti i rindu kat diaorang nie nanti...

Practicum

2008-08-22T23:03:00.002+08:00

well,its been a while for dis whole practical thingy..
ive managed to survive d whole journey since day 1..im lucky to have my session here in La Salle wer i get to meet nice people-d teachers and luckily i got students from the top 3 classes..
dey are cooperative but sometimes too loud..i hate wen dey r loud..
at d end of da day,i owes thought dat how i could manage da day-wat a relief!!..
but da worst part is wen u wake up da next morning-early!!..oh no!! dats not a pleasure,huhu!!

- Ben Bentos -

Dekor bersama Ben Bentos...

a day to cherish....

A Thousand Years...

menanti hujan reda.....

Secrets of the Untold: Revealed....

sigat??

words may hurt....

Take it or just leave.....

missing you...

Sedetik Lebih...

KARMA

ingat selalu....

kahwen...

GAWAI menjelma lagi.......

Guru Penjana Ekonomi Terkini...

maka begitulah....

i'm not mad,just being professional... ;)

i dont really understand sometimes...

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macam-macam...

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its finally done now...finally!!

its FINALLY done and over now...

NOT done yet!!

Fara's Bday Bash

PRE-GRAD NITE

been VERY busy lately...

setelah seminggu....

sume org nk kawen...

For a noble cause!!

BOSAN sungguh klas itu...

why is dis still happening??

back to normal...

HOW ah???

Goodbye 2008...

balek kampong...

NOW (NOT) HIRING BARISTAS...

NOW HIRING BARISTAS...

NOW HIRING BARISTAS...

ape ape ajer!! ;p

'PELITA BULUH' - ...kisah yg patut dijadikan tauladan...

Kena paksa Yumin sebab di 'TAG'...sengal jer!!

RAYA.....

I survived practical...fuhh!!

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TRIBUTE...

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