thank you for loving me....

well, people come then people go....

life sometimes can be fair but can be a bit cruel...it happens to most of us and i'm pretty sure about that....

well, despite of it's nature, we just have to bear with it and continue on with the lives we have...

and in this-so-called-life we face a lot of adventures,may it be the fun ones or those "it's okay,i'm here now and so what?" ones too...

these two hectic weeks have been quite a challenge for me...with all preparations and other sorts, people tend to ignore me within these desperate times...i tried to ignore them but deep inside it really hurts...people i loved eventually turned their backs on me....what sin have i done to accept all these?

well,i let it be...just let it be...

along the way, there is someone who still loves me for who i am...at least to endure the pain i had to go through...


dear you,thank you for having me in your life...for loving me as who i am...because this made me love you more...and i love you from the deepest part of my small heart...

thank you again

Life must go on...

at some point in life, i soon realize that i have done so much for someone...that the only next possible step to

do is to stop...to stop doing things that only make me feel, in the end, not appreciated...i have to leave it

alone...i have to walk away...well, it's not like that i'm giving up and that i shouldn't have tried in the first

place...well, it's just that i have to draw some sort of a line of determination from desperation...what truly

should be mine will eventually be mine, and what is not, no matter how hard i try, it will never be mine...i

loved long enough, and now i'm all worn out...i'm too tired for all the things that i have done...i should

deserve to be happy...with the ones i love...