A Thousand Years...

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How do I be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt Suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer .......

I have died everyday waiting for you Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you for a Thousand years I'll love you for a Thousand more .......

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath, Every hour has come to this
One step closer .......

I have died everyday waiting for you Darling,
don't be afraid I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought Your heart to me I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more
One step closer ...
One step closer .......

I have died everyday Waiting for you Darling,
don't be afraid, I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more .....

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought Your heart to me I have loved you for a Thousand years
I'll love you for a Thousand more

menanti hujan reda.....

hari ini jalan-jalan kat bintang mall mencari bola tampar...dah agak penat singgah ke kafe kegemaran ku ,Kafe Starbucks...selepas mengorder air kegemaran sampai bila-bila, Iced Caramel Macchiato (aku terpikir-pikir mengapakah diberi nama sehebat itu sedangkan ianya cuma air kopi susu dan sedikit manisan karamel..) aku pun mencari tempat yang sesuai nak membuang masa ku sementara menanti hari hujan teduh...

semasa aku membuang waktu di situ,memang banyak gelagat manusia lalu lalang dan juga yang membeli di kafe tersebut...ramai yang nampak agak berada (tak termasuk aku ah?) membeli minuman dan makanan di situ...tak kurangnya juga yang sederhana sahaja perwatakannya tetapi aku pasti orang berada juga...

"hi hello,any drinks for you sir..." sapaan 'barista' di kaunter pembelian...aku cukup kagum dengan cara layanan gadis yang cukup konfiden dengan bahasa inggeris nya yang cukup sedap di dengar...

"venti size for you sir?" pelanggan mengangguk...
"but i'm sorry sir we are running out of whipped cream,is that okay with you sir?" pelanggan mengangguk lagi...
"with chocolate chips in it?" pelanggan mengangguk...

sungguh berkarisma cara bertanya tersebut sehingga pelanggan hanya mampu mengangguk menturuti semua pertanyaan gadis tersebut...ini yang membuat aku cukup kagum dengannya...

yang buat aku nak gelak,adalah dua couple nie nak membeli tetapi dari segi gaya rupa,aku agak masih muda remaja lagi diaorang nie...

semua pertanyaan gadis tu hanya dianggukkan sahaja...aku rasa diaorang tak reti apa yang gadis tu cakap kot?sampai jer minuman,kedua-duanya pelik dengan minuman yang telah disediakan..rupa-rupanya diaorang tak jangka minuman tersebut sedemikian rupa...lain yang diharapkan,lain pula yang muncul...(agaknya)...

pengajaran hari ini: Sila asah Bahasa Inggeris anda supaya tidak dimanipulasi oleh sesetengah pihak...

sekian..

Secrets of the Untold: Revealed....

why is the title so connected with this post?you'll guess it your own way somehow...

it seems so hard to keep secrets; big ones, tiny ones, so-called-confidential ones, the 'is this a secret?' ones and the list kind of goes on....

well,in life we do have our secrets...secrets which make us live in a whole lot of dilemma or on the positive side,make our lives easier instead...

i myself own a thousand secrets...the dark ones and the-not-so dark ones...what made me write this post is to prove to you that there's always someone out there who is willing to share hers or his with you...but at the same time,you should too reveal yours to meet things even,more or less somehow...what proved to me is that there's always someone to hear your stories and that is definitely true!! well,i have met mine now...that someone seemed so connected to you,that you have this feeling of connection with that someone...the same stories to tell though may not be the same person in particular...i have shared my version of some-sad-happy secrets with that someone and that brightened my day a bit...at least there was someone for me to reveal those secrets i kept for a long time...and those secrets would have killed me silently somehow...i really thanked that someone who rather showed interest in listening to me...if it wasn't for that someone,i must have kept the secrets up till now,where there are only two parties who only knew what they was; I myself and God alone...that someone who i could trust and be free to speak of anything...the same thing goes to that someone...i really hope that someone could handle our secrets together as much as i could handle other secrets alone....a big thanks to you that someone who i trusted though we just shared only like yesterday but it was a whole lot of enough for me and i do appreciate it...

well,to those of you out there; go find someone who you could really trust because it could make your life a lot easier somehow,along the way....

or do you not have any secrets to tell?? ;)

p/s: you (that someone),please do not comment on this post...you know who you are!! thanks...

sigat??

ku urang,enti gamal sigat baru indu ka ke kitai...

amat ku jaku nya bala kaban belayan...anang gamal jak sigat tapi ati jaik...

gamal enda sigat enda ngawa.. janji ati manah udah chukup kena kitai sigat

bai meh berunding utai nya...

adios!!

words may hurt....

yes,im not that handsome and i dont have the looks of Josh Duhamel or Brad Pitt... but i certainly have a standard of English far better than you do...so stop judging people by their looks...you should stare in the mirror thinking back about what you have said....you're not that pretty either though... FYL...

adios!

Take it or just leave.....

as i recall back the days when i was younger,life was much more fun back then....
i didnt have to think about all debts....life was easy with all things met my desires...
that was how life being so free from all matters...
but now its different....if you dont go to work,you'll not get paid....

and i always feel sorry for my fellow students who are not seeing the future handsomely....
if they can cope with their bleak days ahead with determination and passion,i wouldnt mind at all...
after all its their future not mine....
but as a caring educator,i will always have them bear in their minds that they should always prepare themselves with education....be it that excellent or just fine,for me its just okay....i hope those who listen will succeed in whatever they do....

because life will always be fun only during those days....

missing you...

Frankly,i kinda missed you...
the moments we were together seemed so hard to let go....
i cared for you...cared for you more than anything else in the world...

BUT...

But you didn't even care....
didn't care much about me....
about my feelings....
and you thought i was only a lifeless teddy bear....
when all you did was to share all your sorrows and your miseries....
without understanding how hard it was to be that way....
and never gave me chance to show how i felt about you....

and now...

Now,it has become a bitter-sweet memory....
how i really wished i could turn back time....
to not know you at all in the first place...
for this has been hurting me the days to come...
of not forgetting you almost everyday....
for the rest of my life....

Sorry for not being perfect....for you...
and i hope you'll find someone better than i do....

(YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE)